Lesbian Poetry

Again and Again and Again

I tried it again.. I thought for sure time was do ... the signals were there .. I just knew it was you. I listened once more and heard what I wanted to hear ... so I was for sure it was time and that your embrace was near.

I was spoiled by you and every thought raised from your fiber and a chance to really know you kept me so inspired. There were so many times that you crushed me and left me no faith ... and told me that you were nothing but a sweeter hate. So many bruises you left me more inside than out but I thought that this one time I had your pattern figured out...

So I tried it again ... gave open heart and all.. But LOVE ... you failed me... I gave you this last time ... you let me fall ... too hard this time ... your cut went too too deep and I am not sure I can trust you ... but your signs make me weak ...

I don't want to try it again and I guess for me your not real... I just wish you could show me and give me what others say they feel.

One day in the future ... maybe ... hopefully before I die I can taste the sweeter of your fruits and realize why I had to try it again.