Lesbian Poetry

My Confession

Immature, Insecure
That's how I feel today
Wanna scream until I'm blue
Since I can't run back to you
Immature, Insecure, Alone
My security blanket is gone
Now I don't have you to fall back on
Since the beginning it was always me
I was always wrong
I gazed down on you
From the high pedestal you put me on
Only to think of you as lesser
Not close to equal
Immature, Insecure, Alone, Afraid
I always have this place
The one in the back of my head
Where the love still isn't dead
Though its dying there too
Now I'm running back to you
Immature, Insecure, Numb
I'm more afraid now
Of what I have become
Giving in and ripping away
All that's given to me
Slowly killing the pain away
Immature, Numb, Heartless
Moving on to greater steps
Slept with someone's girlfriend
Well now, ex.
Living for now
Forgetting the after effects
Immature, Jaded, Dumb
Now I realize what you were the one
Called to declare my love to you
Found out you had someone new
I did it to myself
The wicked game I played
Its left me wounded and withering inside
The warmth is all gone
Now the love has truly died.