Lesbian Poetry

Push You Away

I have no choice
this is what I do
I push you away
then, come back to you.

When it's all set clear
there's nothing else to do
I push you away
then, run back to you

Confused, I may seem
to someone as decisive as you
Hurting you with words
then, apologizing too.

Can't get past the feeling
to find a word to be true.
I find I can't give up
and come running back to you.