Lesbian Poetry

Alone

She looks in the mirror
and all what she could see
where little parts of her
something she didn't want to be

she just stared at her reflection
but she didn't look at all
all her tears were running
and she was trying not to fall

there where times that she was happy
there where times that she was sad
but she never felt so unhappy
and she never felt so bad

she walked around in her room
but she didn't know why
the truth was so hard
that she wished she would die

she prayed for help
but nobody came
the room was getting smaller
it was driving her insane

with her eyes full of tears
she picked up the phone
she dialled some numbers
but nobody was home

every feeling inside her
was rushing through her head
every picture every thought
was making her upset

she dropped on the floor
with her teddy bear in her arm
she crushed him against her
and was trying to get warm

she couldn't stop the tears
the ground was hard and cold
she wish somebody would help her
she had never felt so old

the next morning people found her
they didn't understand
why that little girl killed herself
with that teddy in her hand