Lesbian Poetry

In Ways I Never

Is it wrong to want you
Because I'm not sure why
You are a new type for me
Sweet, distant, sexy
Like me in ways
That I never looked for

I've seen you
But I made sure you never
Saw me
I didn't want you to see me
Looking
I didn't want it to be
Obvious
I've never looked at someone
Like that before
I felt
Naked

And when I think of you
I'm afraid
I picture your face
And kissing you
And touching you
And feeling you
Touch me
In ways that I never felt

And I'm not sure
I could do it
Because you're too much
Like me
And I don't know
If I could handle it
I don't know
If that's me
Or if I'm just curious

Curious to know
What it would be like
With someone
Like me
In a way I've never
Been before