Lesbian Poetry

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Looking for love
Looking for life
Is that all there is
To accomplish goals
Looking at those is hard to live

Pain inside me grows more and more
To look back at all the things i did
I attempted those goals but fail at that
Love or to live

I pretend to live
but it hurts to think
all those I loved never loved me back
If they did the used me or couldnt love me
Is that all there is?

Searching, fumbling
Agnosing pain i live
Just to be pushed down again and again