Lesbian Poetry

And I Love You.

Dance, dance, little disappointment
Sway with me, oh thoughts of guilt
Dip, dive, overdramatize
Cut, rip, tear, pull away at the heartstrings
Tear out my eyes, pretty picture of you together
Can't make my mind up, schizophrenic much?
Too tired to think, too tired to scream at you
Too fucking numb to give a fuck about this
Blinded by the lights, blinded by my own naivity
The systematic deletion of me from your life
The systematic deletion of me from my own life
Carry it out, carry it out quickly and painlessly
Look me dead in the fucking eyes
And you will see the true face of emotional masochism
In lieu of physical harm, I choose mental anguish
And I fucking hope you feel every pinprick in your mind
I hope you choke on your words when you see me
I hope she makes you feel as beautiful as I do
You disappointment.
You horrible mistake.
You fucking miserable bitch.
And I love you.
Sleep tight, don't fight
The feelings inside your heart, babe
My little broken heart bombshell, my soul-crushing timebomb
Junkie see, junkie do, this little love junkie went and fell for you
Deadlocked disc jock running for the goal line
Seeing-eye dog's going blind, running through the street
Hold my hand while you drop me from the ledge
Sew my heart back up as you slice it open
Kiss me as you throw me away
Resurrect me as you fucking kill me.
And I love you.
No more lips to lips, hips to hips, hand in hand, eye to eye
No more word for word, neck and neck, blood for blood, ashes to ashes
It's all just dust to dust, heaven and hell, life or death
I'm just a pile of broken bones and shattered dreams, a heap of scrap
So, what's tonight's main course?
A shot to the heart? A stab in the dark? A little bit of Romeo and Juliet?
T-t-t-tell me you love me, make it barely a whisper, a wink and a nod
Kill me with your sweet and sour tongue, lipstick lover
Hot to trot, now not so hot
And I love you.
Eating glass, ingesting arsenic, slicing up and not across
All seem like the sweetest vacation, all expenses paid, from this bullshit
Open mouth with shut-down mind, bleeding cuts with sewn-up scars
Tricky Trixie's not so picky, they were all mistaken
Crying myself another Nile River inside the four empty walls of a cluttered room
You're nothing.
You're everything.
You're my own Jack the Ripper, only in female form
They're all wrong about you, baby, cuz only we know the truth
They got the poison, yeah, but who's got the antidote?
Keep a dose for yourself, sell the other to a friend
A citric acid smile spitting out sucrose words
I want you to get hurt.
I want you to feel how I feel.
I want you.
I need you.
You belong to me, you know.
And I love you.
You're not some fucking martyr.
You're a fucking heartbreaker.
Atom smasher, brain basher, heart stomper, emotional executioner.
It's all just "Baby, please." and "This is love."
Tear my fucking eyes out so I don't have to suffer through seeing all of this