Lesbian Poetry

Suppress these tears

Biting my lip is no longer enough,
as I lose the smooth and try to deal with the rough.
I try my hardest to get through this mess,
in an attempt to suppress.

The hurt that I feel when I hear her name,
though I know in my heart we'll never be the same.
I feel inside I am void,
yet I smile though I am annoyed.

I never realised just what I'b been keeping,
way down inside but I now feel it seeping.
Out of my being,
as the writing I am seeing.

Uncontrolably I shake to hold back my pain,
knowing for certain I won't get through it again.
Trying to walk away but I stumble,
all logic kept at bay as I begin to crumble.

Hugging myself in an attempt to hold me together,
clinging on with all I am as I reach the end of my tether.
Pieces of me far and wide scatter,
so unsure how I cope with this matter?

I try to soothe all panic that I feel,
the time is now for me to be real.
As I unleash emotions I've hidden all these years,
for no more can I SUPPRESS THESE TEARS!!!

19/09/2005 (23:44pm)